The genres of forces acting upon my mind right now from diverse directions has just become too much to handle. I’ve always listened to my mind with a final consent from my heart for all actions emanating from me….
But now, the constraints have tightened and narrowed down options, which are mutually opposing in nature….
I shall give myself some more time to analyse and solve them my way….
It has taken me time to understand the things going around me for quite sometime now….I hadn’t realised until very late that many of the things which have happened would be for the last time in my life….
Be it sitting in a noisy class with peers of the same age group, or the regular long commute to my college, or trips to meet friends in other classes, or sitting in first bench inhaling chalk dust and texting,or singing badly incessantly or bragging passionately about A R Rahman to you guys,….
Also i just realised i would not be seeing a many of you for long time….When you all saw me last i wasn’t missing anyone of you or anything,but now this excruciating pain caused by the parasite of nostalgia has already started crawling up into my head….
I won’t miss all of you or these beautiful things,I’ll keep wanting it all….. 😦
Dearest Sir,
Four years under your guidance,and even after today,it will never be true that you aren’t with us….You are the most beautiful person I have known until now.I doubt if there could be anyone else who could surpass you in any aspect….
You will live forever with us, and can never be separated from our thoughts or actions….
Although you have been an embodiment of immense sensible knowledge and huge accomplishments, the humility that was yours is one of the many many things we need to learn from you…
You will live forever with us in the principles of life you’ve taught us…..
The lessons you have taught us,will always remain the basis of whatever more we are going to assimilate into us….Electronics at BMSIT wouldn’t have been the same without you….
You will live forever in every utterance of electronics by us…
The courage you have shown battling your condition will remain the source of inspiration to fight and rise in our lives…. Every moment of you defying your pain will be invaluable lessons to us…
You will live forever in every courageous step we will take up in our terms of life…..
The pure and impeccable father-like love you showed to us,without any barriers or hindrances will help us believe that love does exist beyond our family….Your love has been like,a pseudo white noise- the most wanted signal covering the entire frequency range…..
You will live forever in the love we will carry and propagate until we join you….
Today, when i saw you,the message of defiance you were conveying, when your ocean deep eyes gazing at a vista unseen to us, were being forcibly closed one after another will be in my eyes throughout my life….
You will live forever in our lives as an important part of our lives….
Although i haven’t been able to convert my emotions into words fully,
On behalf of all of us -We love you Sir….
(In remembrance of our beloved Dean,Bandopadhay Sir………)
Eighth semester of my Engineering and the exams until now consistently have been going on well…But this time, it hasn’t been the best….Its not because of my preparation, but i think VTU has somethin in store-A special farewell to us by giving twisted and coiled papers….
Anyways, I ll take them without any complaints- I’m now prepared to untwist and uncoil any thing given to me by VTU 🙂
I text a postcard sent to you
Did it go through?
Sending all my love to you
You are the moonlight of my life every night
Giving all my love to you
My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I’m here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I’m sending all my love to you
With every breath that I’m worth here on Earth
I’m sending all my love to you
So if you dare to second guess you can rest assured
That all my love’s all for you
My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I’m here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I’m sending all my love to you
………..Song by Green Day in their latest album-21st Century Breakdown,Song-Last Night on the earth….
Listen to the song and the feeling of it, makes these lines much better….
This was a T shirt quote i recently happened to observe…. Today being the World Environment Day,this is apt i guess…..
Because the extent of damage we have already caused has pushed us to a point of no return…. Killing ourselves for the sake of the planet is definitely a permanent solution but by the nature of it it is a highly hypothetical one…
Talking practically, i think if not the above mentioned solution atleast we should kill our current lifestyle, curb it and pin it down….The pace of at which we are living our lives,and the demands we place in front of Mother Nature have certainly gone past the permissible level….We have to play our roles at the earliest in healing Mother Nature,its our first and foremost duty…..
The final set of exams in my Engineering career(hopefully 😉 ) are arriving and i’m starting the preparation to welcome them…. I, like always hoping these guests to be pleasant ones and not annoying….
After the eventful period of project work now time to get a bit more stereotypic and start studyin …
I Wish the very best to those of you taking up exams….
To feel relieved from all the expectations and the pretense of almost a grown up even for sometime,feels like heaven….And when there’s an ample amount of good company to share this feeling, its much more than the hypothetical heaven itself…
This was the feeling i carried back home from a ‘get-together’ today at my friend’s very homely home…..I’m sure none of us were conscious of how silly or stupid we had been for that period of around 6 hours….Quarreling over the guesses in the games, accusing others of cheating in the play,having peeped into another’s set of cards-its relishing to think of it now….
We weren’t the B.E grads who are passing out from college…Just pure fun and there wasn’t anything else running in our heads…. Nothing else atleast crossed my mind; although when i was returning home i started getting drawn into the tide of my pending tasks…
Many of my friends as i’ve heard from them have got the concept of having FUN terribly wrong…It isn’t about shrugging your responsibilities and carrying a careless attitude…It’s the contrast switch between feeling occupied in some work you really love, and the same level of engrossment in any kind of activity with the right kind of light minded people(the last italicized part is the most important requirement)
Its just amazing how you feel when you are with the right company,having fun…The sensation is unparalleled…So, i call it the school days,when everything was pure, without motive and “just like that” …Most importantly no justification required for your actions and ‘without reason’ being the only reason…. 🙂
In the following argument i am targeting all of you who have done the project
in the so called project institutes or more precisely not entirely by yourselves….
Its highly unfortunate for having to see this silly trend of getting your projects done under the highly helpful guidance(sarcastically of course) of your ‘Project Institute guides’….There is no need to hide it,cos we know what goes on there..
I shall be giving you a detailed analysis of all the beautiful and important things you’ve missed out in doing so…These are the things you’ve missed:
1. The feeling of coming up with an ‘idea’ of your own, a coagulation of your own thoughts to give form to some abstract thing…Instead of choosing between the tested models of someone else….Sorry, you’ve lost a great deal of course in honing your brain to think productively…
2.Next comes choosing your plan of action and path of execution: Literally there are ‘n’ number of ways to bring life to an idea…Selecting the path most comfortable to you could be the best teacher you could ever encounter….Cos, thats when you introspect your real technicality and choose between all the probables…. Here again, unfortunately you have only a road trodden by many to walk through and not a path of your own….
3.Then comes the warm blooded emotional surge of desperation, frustration,helplessness as you realise your ignorance about the things you are supposed to know….Then it is followed by the most beautiful learning exercise-learning for applying….You won’t forget these things ever in your life….But, unfortunate again for you,you are made to learn these things before hand like preparing for your internal tests….
4.Then comes the best feeling,atleast my own personal best feeling till now….The inexplicable feeling when you see your idea coming into life slowly, module by module, part by part and the orchestration of all these together-I have no words to describe it…The air of euphoria amongst the team members, the sigh of relief and the anxiety to go and celebrate….Just superb!!!
Well apart from these, the rapport between the team members increases to a great extent, and you discover various hidden flavours of your own personality…
I pose an open contest to those of you who disagree with this- Try defend yourselves…..
I was overjoyed to see my friend so happy on her birthday yesterday…Days like these are essential for us to show how we perceive our dear ones and for them to realise how important they are for us….
The small gifts and very few words make so much of pleasantly positive and mutual impact…. Instances like these soak your heart with emotions and in times like these i find it necessary to say it is touching….
Ideas are Immortal 