For a couple of days, for some reasons inexplicable even to myself I have been feeling all down and drowning ( that’s actually an exaggeration, now in retrospection). I hadn’t been able to comprehend what occurrence had instigated that deep dip in me.
I was trying to read, but wasn’t able to. Tried jotting down on my notepad, but wasn’t able to make any sense. Sat down watching a movie or a documentary, wasn’t able to complete it. Eating has been a little on the lines of disinterest as well. Even attempts to think and set right were failing, for I wasn’t able to concentrate.
It might sound all filmy, and you are free to imagine any causes for these symptoms. You are free for, I myself didn’t know what was going on. All that I could feel was uneasiness, coupled with a sense of hollowness.
And, I wake up today in the morning; Get on to my morning stroll to the dairy, and as if a huge dose of serenity was injected to me, with light drizzle, wet roads, damp air, cool breath, flowery embroidered pavements and the chirp of birds I was propelled to almost my normal state of existence. Then, I felt better, a lot better, not best though.
|The grandeur of nature, not for a moment ceases to impress me, her little one|
To make me feel the best came the slow joy ride to work, with the thinnest spray of rain kissing my face. This, coupled with the vista through the empty roads (today’s Good Friday) added to the impact. And the climactic consolation came in the form of some good old music; Thanks to my friend at work. Started off with Careless Whisper by George Michael, Eagles’ Hotel California, With or Without you by U2 and great other tracks, to pump me back into reality. To finish off things, my colleague’s wedding lunch (pure veg:) was satiating and finished this wavy episode of my routine.